Stage One:
Infinity
You feel like you could run a million miles
And random thoughts spill out of your mouth like vomit
And you can jump into the atmosphere and fly for years and millenniums
And then you land on your friend's car
And sit on the door and hold your Marlboro like a 50s movie star
Stage Two:
Consumption
You cram food down your throat like a garbage chute
But your stomach isn't aware of its contents
So it greedily asks for more, more, more
And if you aren't eating
You absolutely must have something filling your lungs
Whether it be from a pipe or a cigarette
And then
Stage Three:
Reflection
A million thoughts fill your mind at once
But before the words can reach your lips
You brain thinks of something else
And with eyes
That belong to a separate body
You realize how much of a fuck up you are
But the horribly beautiful music playing from the broken radio is there with wide, open arms.